Missing

I'm home sick and missing my M tonight.

It would be lovely to girl talk the evening away over some food and then finish with dancing in town. 

Hopefully I'll be able to go home for a visit soon.

This song brings back some lovely summer memories. Memories like that is what you need a day like this when the thermometer displays  - 22,5 C in the morning .

If only...

Stop and rewind would have been appreciated yesterday. Play would have been appropriate today. Pause is the button that would be useful everyday. But fast forward is probably the button I really wish I had...

Anyway...speaking about stop and rewind, take a deep breath and undo mistakes...I read this quote somewhere:

"The person who doesn't make mistakes, is unlikely to make anything at all"

Oh shit!

The weekend always passes by so quickly.
Why is that?

I tried to have some "time off" studying. But it's not very easy when it feels like someone holds a gun against you back and screaming at the same time you should get things done. (And it's especially not easy when that someone is yourself...)

Anyway...Except for writing article summaries and organize myself for the final semester that starts tomorrow I've baked walnut bread for the first time in my life. Tonight I'll enjoy it together with that meat broth that is boiling on the stove.

Tonight I'll try to write some more job applications to send in. Since yesterday I've been thinking about Gothenburg and I'm actually starting to like the idea. First: it got Queen Silvia's children hospital. Second: it's close to "home", it's easy access to Stockholm by train, to Linköping by bus and to London by flight.Third: it's a nice city with good shopping close to the sea.
I feel like it's definitely an option to take into consideration.

Like or dislike?  What do you reckon? 

A nice way to do it...

Shelves can be quite dull...but I think these are nice examples on how to make them more alive and interesting. I might not be all that into the multi colour way...but still...a nice idea that could look really good with some personal modifications...

Finding a job and stuff

I'm tired tonight...writing on the thesis and trying to find a job takes a lot of energy.

A hell lot more than you would imagine!

Ah well...it will all work out in the end I guess. At least we will finish the result to the thesis by tomorrow...and start writing the discussion this week as well.

Straight forward and fast forward is our melody!
Hopefully our tutor doesn't have to many remarks after reading yesterday and today's work...

I need to do some shopping in town...but I don't really feel like getting out even if it finally stopped snowing.
I'm wishing for plus degrees and rain so that the snow disappears and I can take my bike for a ride again...

...THAT my friends would be heaven to me!!

Dream cottage

Perfect!

Disappointment

Sometimes you get really disappointed. It might be about some small and stupid thing but sometimes about things that really mean a lot to you. 

I've got high standards. I always read instructions 5 million times, afraid I might be missing something that might be important and expect other to do the same if their work might affect me or my time. I always do my best. I expect that others do their best. I expect to get answers to questions I ask, because I usually don't ask before I've tried to find the answer myself first (a PBL-damage I have after soon 3 years at this university).

This week I've realised that all the things above are problems. Why?? Because all of the above things always makes me disappointed in one way or another. Unfortunately that is...

I am really disappointed at the moment...

Hopefully I've shaked this feeling off by tomorrow and have some inspiration to write about something nice and beautiful instead... I just had to write this feeling off my mind. Feels a lot better already!

Frozen...